Proust Questionnaire: Ryan's answers

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On Sun, 30 Apr 17 00:20:31 UTC Ryan (22) answered the Proust Questionnaire (click on a question to read other answers):

What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?: To be conscious while being trapped inside a body you cannot control
Where would you like to live?: Anywhere as long as i can be with my love
What is your idea of earthly happiness?: To provide a loving and warm home to my beloved and to have the time to just explore and expand my mind without having to worry about starvation or losing everything
To what faults do you feel most indulgent?: To a life without something/someone to protect and care for
Who are your favorite heroes of fiction?: None, for my heroes are all flesh and blood
Who are your favorite characters in history?: Fredrick Neitzsche, IP man, Cyrus the Great
Who are your favorite heroines in real life?: Woman who break the mould and don't get sucked into things just because it's the zeitgeist, individuals with character and charisma
Who are your favorite heroines of fiction?: Those who represent rebellion without sacrificing their own femininity and individuality
Your favorite painter?: Salvador Dali
Your favorite musician?: Marylin Manson
The quality you most admire in a man?: Patience, sensitivity and intellect
The quality you most admire in a woman?: Intellect, patience and sensitivity
Your favorite virtue?: Honesty
Your favorite occupation?: Gaming, thinking and making music
Who would you have liked to be?: No-one, for i live the best existence i can my own to be someone else i'd feel incomplete
Your most marked characteristic?: My logical straightfoward bluntness and truthfulness
What do you most value in your friends?: Honesty and understanding
What is your principle defect?: Stubborness; being quick to anger and arrogance
What to your mind would be the greatest of misfortunes?: To lose my beloved or to lose my mind
What would you like to be?: Myself because it's all i know how to be and i'd feel incomplete
What is your favorite color?: Neon blue
What is your favorite flower?: I appreciate all aspects of nature and thus have no favorites
What is your favorite bird?: Owls
Who are your favorite prose writers?: I must admit i don't read prose
Who are your favorite poets?: I don't really have an interest in poetry although i've dabbled personally so i can't answer
Who are your heroes in real life?: My beloved, my mother and all the women who have been there for me
Who are your favorite heroines of history?: Ada Lovelace
What are your favorite names?: My beloved's name
What is it you most dislike?: The inability to fufill my desires and the inability to be there for my loved ones due to lack of resources and experience
What historical figures do you most despise?: Most historical figures i feel apathy towards because it's in the past and it's not relevent anymore other than to know not to do it again
What event in military history do you most admire?: Tearing down the berlin wall because war is meaningless
What natural gift would you most like to possess?: The ability to be understood but still keep my autistic mind
How would you like to die?: To fade away leaving thousands of tiny marks all over the globe from where i once tread
What is your present state of mind?: Tiredness from lack of sleep and for working early morning shift
What is your motto?: Even if the truth hurts it's important to hear

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